etatdesiege:

Françoise Hardy

etatdesiege:

Françoise Hardy

whats the point of going to school for 8 years if i dont like it. im on year 2 and im already unsure if ill be able to hold off having and anxieted break down. its not even that its hard its just i cant focus on it and retain this information no matter how long i study. i wish i could talk to my grandparents about this or somebody because im freaked out by how much more of this i have to do. maybe when i actually get into the program i want ill be more into it, but right now i feel like my life is not even moving. i feel less successful than my friends that dont have jobs and play video games all day. i also dont have the slightest clue as to how some people can relax and do things other than study while in college, especially when taking 3+ actual, real classes. i havent gotten more than 6 hours of sleep on week days since this quarter began and ive studied 2+ hours a night and i might fail my marine biology class because i did bad on two tests. ive turned in, and gotten max points on everything so its not like im slacking (which used to be a huge problem for me). i think if i told my grandparents that i didnt want to go back to school next year they would probably yell at me for  months. even though the job im pursueing doesnt require a degree or anything………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

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sinolia:

roberto cavalli

sinolia:

roberto cavalli